Friday, December 14, 2007
cut my hair. and damn!, i regretted.i told budi lucky i didnt dye my hair red.
if not, really like apple liao.
han ; i'm not gd to bully de hor. ltr i ask all my apple frnds come and hit u ah! (ok i knw,. it s very wthaha la. hehhs.)
you don't know how i feel, but i do know exactly what you're feeling.
'cause it s the exact same thing.
but still, i stay, i believe.
what about you?
just because of all these setbacks, you see no point in doing what you did.
yes, i'm also experiencing problems and setback.
what about you?
where was the fighting spirit i once saw in you?
where was the stubbornness, the stubbornness in believing you can do it?
yes, i've to handle family and friendship problems.
and, you've known me for quite a long time,.
you know that friends are impt to me.
but still, i hang on, believing that things will turn for the better.
what about you?
when i asked you t join me for FOP, seriously, i didn't even intended to ask you.
but that very sudden push i felt, i asked you.
because you believe, that day, that thing will turn for the better,
you gave all that you had.
and what happened the next day?
you called and told me that good news.
do you just simply believe that it s all a coincidence?
i don't.
it hurts me alot when i learned that 2 of my fav ppl left.
and now, you.
the one person who had been through w me so many ups and downs.
and yet now, you left without saying goodbye, without even giving me any clues about it.
i learnt it only through a friend.
so ridiculous!, learnt from a friend that my goodie-goodie good friend left.
you know how much it hurts? you don't even know a single bit.
i don't even know how to communicate with you anymore.
i don't even have the courage to text you.
i'm so afraid that i'll make matter worst just by sending a msg.
do you know?
do you care?
do you even take me as a friend now?
by lileng at 23:45 |
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