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Monday, December 03, 2007

i cant help it, but i'm emotional now.
the thought of my grandma, i cant help it.
everything happened so suddenly;
suddenly, she s bedridden and suddenly, she just cant talk.
and my relatives in malaysia are starting t prepare for the worst.
gonna go back on x'mas to visit her.
i miss the smile she always had.

man, i'm really not in the mood for anything other than to go back asap.

somehow, i wished i'd spent more time w her whn we always go back.
if i could turn back time, i don't mind holding her hands agn, walking slowly in the shopping mall.
if i could turn back time, i don't mind her nagging and helping her to make tang yuan.
if i could turn back time, i don't mind feeding those dogs instead of watching tv.
if i could turn back time, i'll eat whatever she cooks.
if i could turn back time, i wanna experience another flooding w snakes.
if i could turn back time, i wanna sleep right beside her in the attic and hear her snores.

suddenly, so many things.
again i must say. it s an emotional roller coaster ride.

by lileng at 00:43 |