my huckleberry friend. (:

Monday, February 04, 2008

hmm, i wont be in singapore from wed till sat. will be in malaysia celebrating cny. and the most impt reason for going back is to visit my grandma. frankly speaking, im not ready, im not prepared to accept the fact that my grandma is sick. i cant imagine life without her. im so afraid of crying again. and now looking back, ive been putting this issue aside, choosing to ignore it. and one lesson that ive learn it's that last min preparations are a big no-no.

well,a challenge for me. i wasn't ready to become a cgl. i was in total shock. and yes, like what von said, i was lost. was talking to von just now. and i realised that history repeats; just like how it used to be in secondary school. i wasn't even prepared to be a commander in GG. i didn't really fulfill my responsibility as a commander. i let my teachers down. but hey!, learn from precious lessons and don't commit the same mistakes agn!

suddenly, i was reminded of how i did very badly in sec3. i was last in class! and i realised that i should apply the same fighting spirit onto my present situation. though my team is "diminishing", but i should continue to press in! yes! =D

i will do my duty, i will press in. i will walk by faith. i will learn and i will grow. (:
and like what peishan said, it should be something that i should be joyful of. and yes!, it will be.

been so busy lately with many things. i think i need more time; more than 24-hours.

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met ruihao at co-op! so long nvr see him alr. ever since i quit hi-club. (:
i miss him so so so so so so much! and kelvin also! =D
all the craps.

p.s. ruihao, i understand what ure going through. let's jiayou tgt!

by lileng at 22:28 |