my huckleberry friend. (:

Sunday, February 24, 2008

was chatting with my loves online just now. and seriously, i kept laughing and my mum thought im mad la.

i really do miss those retarded days. A LOT. all three of them. jia, jess and anne.

was finding this song by lonestar, but got the westlife's version instead. it's still good. the song is on my profile. =D

westlife - i'm already there.

He called her on the road
From a lonely cold hotel room
Just to hear her say I love you one more time
But when he heard the sound
Of the kids laughing in the background
He had to wipe away a tear from his eye
A little voice came on the phone
Said "Daddy when you coming home"
He said the first thing that came to his mind.

I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
I'm your imaginary friend
And I know I'm in your prayers
Oh I'm already there.

She got back on the phone
Said I really miss you darling
Don't worry about the kids they'll be alright
Wish I was in your arms
Lying right there beside you
But I know that I'll be in your dreams tonight
And I'll gently kiss your lips
Touch you with my fingertips
So turn out the light and close your eyes.

I'm already there
Don't make a sound
I'm the beat in your heart
I'm the moonlight shining down
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I'm already there.

We may be a thousand miles apart
But I'll be with you wherever you are

I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I'm already there
Oh I'm already there...

feels like all the words in the chorus are what i wna tell them. anne, jess, jia, kel, andy, nic. jeremy (jamaica's bro) too.
those words, to let them know i'm always around keeping them in my mind.

i still do love them pretty much. though we hardly talk, meetup, but i still do love them. A LOT. u guys know i mean it. (:

it was them who made my secondary school life happier. thank you. (:

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was reading sihui's blog. and yes, 3 years now.
it still impacts me. i still do think about it.
and just like sihui, i do wonder why.
i do regret for not being able to be there for you.
remembered that i cried so badly upon receiving that news. of you.
broke down and cried in amaths class too.
thinking about it, it still makes me wna cry.
you were so happy that day. and you gave me your happiest smile.
didn't know that that will be the last i'll ever seen.
how i wished i was there at that time, to stop you.
probably it was part of God's plan. that i wasn't there to see you did that.
that i wouldn't be tramatized by that scene.
i was just somewhere near, and yet i wasn't there.

3 years now, and we're all moving on with life.
it will be a part of our past. but we all got to move on, trying not to talk about it anymore. but every year, i'll still be reminded of it.

dear friend,
i miss you.

**i don't wna be rude. but people who don't know me well, don't try comforting me. i know what i should do and what not. (:

by lileng at 22:25 |