Friday, June 20, 2008
how i wished i can be like my friends, writing their every thoughts in their blog.
how i wished i can stop bottling everything up.
how i wished i can stop saying "i'm ok" when i'm totally not.
how i wished that there's life in me again.
how i wished i can feel my heart beating once again.
cliques don't know, friends don't know, church friends don't know.
but then again, only some know.
it's just eating me up.
probably a vicious cycle.
yes, i may have lots of friends.
but there's only a handful of close friends,
there's only a handful who are willing to stop and listen,
how i wished i can stop bottling everything up.
how i wished i can stop saying "i'm ok" when i'm totally not.
how i wished that there's life in me again.
how i wished i can feel my heart beating once again.
cliques don't know, friends don't know, church friends don't know.
but then again, only some know.
it's just eating me up.
probably a vicious cycle.
yes, i may have lots of friends.
but there's only a handful of close friends,
there's only a handful who are willing to stop and listen,
to hear me cry, to lend me a ear.
and all these people are like jigsaw puzzles in my life.
it'll never be complete if one piece is missing.
even that three pieces are important.
and all these people are like jigsaw puzzles in my life.
it'll never be complete if one piece is missing.
even that three pieces are important.
by lileng at 00:29 |
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