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Sunday, May 10, 2009

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!

I really wished that my mum was there to watch the drama. It made me cried. I missed my mum!! But thank God, she's coming home tomorrow! Haha! I thought about it many times and I got to say, I want to live near my parents when I'm married. Hehhs!
Okay, I think too much. X)

I enjoyed myself very much at church today. Really enjoyed being able to sing and rejoice in the presence of God, without restriction. Well, that's the attitude that God wants to see. That we do not put on a mask in front of Him. So what if you put on a mask in front of Him? He knows your deepest thoughts, He knows how you are feeling, He knows what you are going through. You can kid anyone but you can never kid God! And He is always there saying "If you are willing to lean onto Me, I will be more than happy and willing to strengthen you and carry you through your circumstances." I'm happy to know God.

Friday was definitely a refreshing time for me. Got to rely on God more. Why dig my own well when there's living water? I still hope that situations will change and people will be once again touched by His love, but I also know when I put allow God to come into my situations and IF they allow God into their situations, things will change and people will indeed be touched. Just like what Grace said today, because I honor God and allow Him into my situation, allow Him to take charge of things, I now see my sister turning to God, and even seeing her looking forward to go SOT!

My heart broke when I learned that a goodfriend of mine, is not coming church, not allowing God into his situation. Leaning on his own strength. And telling God that he will come back to church after his situation is settled. I spent my lunch thinking..

Though lunch was great and Uno was very fun, I kept thinking. Ohwell!, Enough of sad things. Yea. I had plenty of fun playing Uno today. (: And photo-taking! And Ben taught Marc how to photoshop. LOLL! Our reactions were funny la! Can teach anyone. But not Marc! Had dinner together with some of them. I missed spending time with the subzone. It seem like as though the time we spent is never enough. But still, I thank God that it's quality time that we spent together. (:

Met Grace today at church! And I'm so glad that she made an effort to come for Expo's service. I really meant a lot to me. Like what the drama said, mothers always sacrifice. I see Grace sacrificing, having to wake up baby Sol to go for an earlier service, it's a big decision for her. I miss Grace a lot. Ever since she shifted to Pandan Garden, she's always going for JW svc. I'm really very glad to see her today. (: And it was rather amazing. Though we have not met and talk for a long time, it's really wonderful to see that we're both so open! I missed serving under her. (:

Yay! Had a good chat with Junwei! Yay!

Ok! Back to slides and reports.
Jiayou LiLeng!! :D


A little edit,.
Do read veron's blog. I guess it really serve as a reminder to many of us. (: Both posts.

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